Sunday, March 31, 2013

March 31, 2013



Today was a typical Sunday so I didn't really do a lot. A decent chunk of the day was taken up by video games. A continued attempt to play all the games I have purchased on Steam. I still have a long way to go but I'm making progress. The first game I played was The Baconing. It is a comedic Diablo-clone. So like an isometric top-down RPG sort of game. The comedy was really good and the game itself was pretty fun. I didn't make it too far into the game according to the map. I've only revealed the bottom corner, maybe getting into the third area, so it looks like there is a lot left. I called it quits before hitting the three hour mark so I could move onto something else.

That something else was To The Moon, which looks like an old school RPG, like an updated SNES Zelda. It is more of an interactive narrative than it is a game. The idea is that in the future there is a company that can grant last wishes to people on their death bed by going into their memories and implanting their wish. In the game this old dude wants to go to the Moon so the two doctors jump into his memories, but they can't go right to his childhood where they need to implant the Moon wish, so they work their way back from the recent past. You find different things in the environment which introduce more and more information about the characters in the story. At times it is a little hard to keep track of just because you are going through the story in reverse. I am hoping that at the end of the game, or maybe after I beat it, that I can see the story played out in chronological order. If not I'll just have to find that summary online somewhere. It is a really interesting game though.

Tonight we had Easter dinner. It almost didn't happen because my mom was having vertigo issues throughout the day but it got at least mildly better in time for dinner to happen. She made an alfredo pasta thing with broccoli and my fake chicken, and it was delicious. There was also deviled eggs, which are always a winner. My sister brought over her homemade hummus and petas which was a little freaky because I've been thinking about asking her to make some. I was thinking about it for my birthday and she was apparently thinking the same thing but then she decided I probably wouldn't mind if she made it now and for my birthday. She is correct.

My mom kept up her funny card streak with the Easter card she got me. The outside has a bunny sitting in a basket and says “We asked a leading expert if there really is an Easter Bunny.” On the inside there is a picture of Santa saying “F#@k if I know!” Instant classic.

And now, here is a whole bunch of interesting stuff from Space Chronicles by Neil deGrasse Tyson:

“The chances that your tombstone will read “KILLED BY ASTEROID” are about the same as they'd be for “KILLED IN AIRPLANE CRASH.” Only about two dozen people have been killed by falling asteroids in the past four hundred years, while thousands have died in crashes during the relatively brief history of passenger air travel. So how can this comparative statistic be true? Simple.

“The impact record shows that by the end of ten million years, when the sum of all airplane crashes has killed a billion people (assuming a death-by-airplane rate of a hundred per year), an asteroid large enough to kill the same number of people will have hit Earth. The difference is that while airplanes are continually killing people a few at a time, that asteroid might not kill anybody for millions of years. But when it does hit, it will take out a billion people: some instantaneously, and the rest in the wake of global climatic upheaval.” (p. 45)

That example is just proof that you can make statistics say anything you want. Especially if you're willing to wait ten million years.

“...profound insights into nature lurk behind questions we have yet to ask.” (p. 90)

“It's worth remembering that the act of discovery does not require that you understand, either in advance or after the fact, what you've discovered. That's what happened with the cosmic microwave background. It also happened with gamma-ray bursts. Mysterious, seemingly random explosions of high-energy gamma rays scattered across the sky were first detected in the 1960s by satellites searching out radiation from clandestine Soviet nuclear-weapons tests. Only decades later did spaceborne telescopes, in concert with ground-based follow-up observations, show them to be the signature of distant stellar catastrophes.” (p. 94)

“Credit the Apollo astronauts who went to the Moon with attaining the highest speeds at which humans have ever flown: about seven miles per second at the end of the rocket burn that lifted their craft beyond low Earth orbit. This is a paltry 1/250 of one percent of the speed of light. Actually, the real problem is not the moat that separates these two speeds but the laws of physics that prevent any object from ever achieving the speed of light, no matter how inventive your technology. The sound barrier and the light barrier are not equivalent limits on invention.” (p. 109)

“Besides launching the first artificial satellite, the Soviets sent the first animal into orbit (Laika, a stray dog), the first human being (Yuri Gagarin, a military pilot), the first woman (Valentina Tereshkova, a parachutist), and the first black person (Arnaldo Tamayo-Mendez, a Cuban military pilot). The Soviets sent the first multiperson crew and the first international crew into orbit. They made the first spacewalk, launched the first space station, and were the first to put a manned space station into long-term orbit.

“They were also the first to orbit the Moon, the first to land an unmanned capsule on the Moon, the first to photograph Earthrise from the Moon, the first to photograph the far side of the Moon, the first to put a rover on the Moon, and the first to put a satellite in orbit around the moon. They were the first to land on Mars and the first to land on Venus. And whereas Sputnik 1 weighed 184 pounds and Sputnik 2 (launched a month later) weighed 1,120 pounds, the first satellite America had planned to send aloft weighed slightly more than three pounds. Most ignominious of all, when the United States tried its first actual launch after Sputnik – in early December 1957 – the rocket burst into flames at the (suborbital) altitude of three feet.” (p. 122)

“Jupiter-C, the rocket that launched Explorer 1, weighed 64,000 pounds at takeoff, fully loaded. The final stage weighed 80.” (p. 126)

“The shuttle has three main parts: a stubby, airplanelike “orbiter” that holds the crew, the payload, and the three main engines; an immense external fuel tank that holds more than half a million gallons of self-combustible liquid; and two “solid rocket boosters,” whose two million pounds of rubbery aluminum-based fuel generate 85 percent of the thrust needed to get the giant off the ground. On the launchpad the shuttle weighs four and a half million pounds. Two minutes after launch, the boosters have finished their work and drop away into the ocean, to be fished out of the water and reused. Six minutes later, just before the shuttle reaches orbital speed, the now-empty external tank drops off and disintegrates as it reenters Earth's atmosphere. By the time the shuttle reaches orbit, 90 percent of its launch mass has been left behind.” (p. 155)

Saturday, March 30, 2013

March 30, 2013


I opened at the theater today which was weird because I haven't done that in several months. I had forgotten how awful the first set is. The first movie started at 12:30PM and the last movie in the set was 1:30PM. The second set didn't start until 4:00PM. It is a little different if you're in concession because you have stuff to stock or at door you start cleaning around 3:00PM. But upstairs I had two and a half hours of nothing. I ended up spending the entire shift reading Space Chronicles by Neil deGrasse Tyson. I learned a lot of interesting stuff but it is late so I am going to maybe write about that stuff tomorrow.

Tonight I wanted to do something productive or creative with my night. I ended up doing neither. I just couldn't come up with anything to do. I ended up watching DVRed shows and playing Peggle Deluxe. Not very exciting. I ended up recording my day before I started writing this. It does seem to work a lot easier to just ramble on about my day, on the day, rather than waiting until the day after and try to summarize my journal entry. I am going to try and continue recording about the present day, rather than yesterday. Anyway, I am tired and my mind isn't really in the writing mood so I'm going to call it before I get too incoherent.

March 29, 2013


I am fairly certain I slept through the night last night, only waking up once, and that was twenty minutes before my alarm went off. Even when I don't fully wake up during the night I usually remember kind of waking up to switch positions or something. None of that last night. I would say it was nice, and it may have been, but it makes the night go by a lot faster when you sleep through the whole thing.

The sixth grade teacher is leaving. Not really a loss because no one seems to like her that much. Mainly because she often dresses inappropriately and lets her class have the run of the school. But she's leaving to be a science teacher at one of the middle schools next year. The school learned this through a very poorly written email she sent out this morning. Not so much poorly written as just one big paragraph that had no respect for the tense of words. She started off mentioning that there was a job opening and that she was thinking about applying for it. And in the next sentence she had an interview and was leaving it up to God. Right after that she didn't know if she should take the job even if it was offered. But almost immediately it was offered to her and she took the job. It is hard for me to actually convey how weird the email was, as if she wrote one sentence every couple of days. Regardless, she is leaving.

My favorite substitute was in the building today but I only saw her briefly this morning when she popped her head in the lab and told me she had an Amish girl she thought I would like. Completely random and out of nowhere but also funny.

My second grade reading group is dropping like flies. Another kid was gone today so the group was down to just two kids. Which I guess makes it less of a group and more of a pair. I actually think the group was more productive when there were three of them, which is weird.

This afternoon I went to one of the first grade rooms because the teacher couldn't get the ELMO to work. None of the buttons seemed to be responding, including the power button, so I turned it on and off again by just unplugging it. And it worked. It really is amazing how many technological problems can be solved by turning something off and back on again. Anyway, the class ended up coming to the lab for the regular time about ten minutes later and the teacher said her class thought I was really nice for coming all the way to their room to fix their projector and several of them came up and thanked me. It was pretty cute.

I came up with a layout for class pages for the yearbook today and then put in all the pictures and typed in each kid's name. In between all the other random things I had going on today I just managed to finish that. I'm not even sure if any of my work is serving a point though. The principal and one of the receptionists have differing views on how the yearbook should be handled. The receptionist thought they came to an understanding but then the principal ended up saying that the same parent who did it last year could do it this year and the receptionist was apparently not a fan of her last time and it didn't take her long for her to fall out with her again. So the receptionist is having me do all this yearbook stuff. And I'm doing it not because I think I am actually designing the yearbook but because I have nothing better to do with my time and it is keeping me busy. I had an influx of work to do the day after I sent my email requesting extra work but it has since tapered off, leaving me the time to mess around with a potentially fictional yearbook.

I asked my para friend if she wanted her full name or the shortened version that she actually goes by. She went with the shortened version, with an 'i', because she didn't want to be too formal. She also mentioned that we should get a picture of us by the chair rack, as proof that we always get stuck with the chairs and that we don't get paid enough to do that. She suggested we hold a bunch of dollar bills and I thought we should also make it rain. I don't know that it would be included in the yearbook but if my potentially fictional yearbook is in fact non-fiction, I could probably sneak it in.

Full-sized carrots are still amazing.

Tonight at work I read and watched G.I. Joe: Retaliation. It was not a great movie. There was action but it was more often than not, less than jaw-dropping. It just didn't seem real, and that sounds a little ridiculous obviously, and it's hard to describe, but it just didn't do it for me. There was also not enough comic relief. They tried a few times but for the most part it was a failed effort. It wasn't necessarily a bad movie but I think I would have been annoyed if I had paid however much for a ticket. It could also be due to my expectations. I never watched the first movie but based on the trailers I imagined it to be at least kind of cheesy with some good comic relief. That is what I was expecting from this movie and they definitely wanted to go the serious route. It wasn't for me.

I was going to record my day when I got home from work (I recorded my yesterday before work) but I didn't really feel like talking when I got home. I just wanted to write this and then go to bed because I have been tired for the last three hours or so and I have to open in the morning. But it's not really the morning because I don't have to be there until almost noon. That used to feel kind of early when I was just working at the theater but now that is after the time I usually eat lunch. It will be weird opening though because it has been a long time since I've done that. I might have time to record my day before I go to work and then record my tomorrow, after work. Or just knock them both out after work. I would like to get to the point where I record my day, on the day, because it would be easier just to ramble on about it when it is still fresh in my memory rather than trying to skim and summarize my journal entry while I'm recording. I'll get it figured out eventually.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

March 28, 2013


Today was not nearly as busy as yesterday. I liked being busy yesterday. Oh well. My main bit of work involved yearbook pictures. I finished dividing them into class folders and then renamed all of the pictures, changing them from student ID numbers to the student's name. So much fun. It actually went a lot faster than I thought it would. My student directory came in handy because I was able to open it up, pick a class, and then scroll through the kids and rename photos as I went. There are several kids who for one reason or another don't have a picture so I might end up having to go around and take their picture. Those always tend to look like crap so hopefully if it does come down to me taking them I can do a decent job.

This morning I read with kindergarteners, helped out with one kindergarten literacy center, and had my second grade reading group. One kid was absent, bringing the group down to three kids, and that made a world of difference. It is a lot easier to keep track of three kids, instead of four. Especially when that fourth kid can be a tad obnoxious at times.

One of the first grade teachers responded to my email about wanting work saying she needed someone to fix her car, ice maker, and garage door opener but she said she would try to think of some school-related work. I sent my email out to the whole school and accidentally replied to the whole school. So I got several comments from people who thought it was pretty funny and I think she did too. When I ran into her in the hall she mentioned that she didn't mean to reply-all and I told her she was just lucky she kept it clean for once. She thought that was hilarious. It is funny because she doesn't use bad language or even watch Rated-R movies.

When the second grade class came in I helped the teacher pull certain papers out of folders while she entered grades and we talked about a bunch of random stuff. I can't even remember most of it because it was similar to a stream of consciousness conversation that just jumped all over the place. I do remember talking about outlooks on religion/politics/stress, foreign languages, and minor events we remembered from grade school and high school. Random conversations are good times.

After work I had a carrot and some sourdough for a snack. The carrot was fantastic. I can't remember the last time I had a full-sized carrot, I typically just those tiny baby carrots. If baby carrots were candy bars they would be called “fun-sized” but there really isn't anything fun about them. Full-sized carrots are where it's at. They are more solid than the small ones and a bit harder to eat but that just adds to the appeal. There is a sense of accomplishment when you crunch through a substantial vegetable like a big carrot. I could very well lose interest in this rediscovered pleasure by the time I am halfway through my next carrot but I can say with a fair bit of confidence that I will thoroughly enjoy the first half of that carrot.

Speaking of halves, I had the second half of my Chipotle burrito tonight. Once again, I was happy with my choice to not get cheese or sour cream this week. It was a good second-half of a burrito. For dessert I had a Jimmy John's chocolate chip cookie. I'm not sure when it happened but they are now triple chocolate, one of those chocolates being white chocolate (even though it isn't technically chocolate). This change had to have happened somewhat recently but it has been several months since I've had one of their cookies. They were good before but I enjoyed the change.

Tonight I was supposed to have my visit with the new volunteer kid but for the second week in a row it didn't happen. I got ahold of the foster dad and he said he didn't see a problem with me coming over but then when he handed the phone off to the kid, the kid said he was busy doing stuff around the house. I'm going to start looking like a delinquent volunteer if I can't schedule of visit with the kid. He mentioned that there is a case plan on Monday which I was unaware of so I'll need to contact my supervisor, but I should be able to see him at that at least.

I wasn't really prepared to have a free night and ended up not doing much with it. Just watching YouTube videos and clicking around the internet. This afternoon I for real used my microphone for the first time. I made a short recording explaining why I got the microphone and then I made a recording about my yesterday. It actually went smoothly I think. I glanced at my entry from yesterday as I spoke to hit the basic points but I didn't really plan out ahead of time what I was going to say and I didn't read my entry word-for-word. I think the lack of planning was a good thing because I didn't over think it. I'm not sure if I am to the point of actually doing it every day but I've made a start.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

March 27, 2013


Ask and you shall receive. My email was a success and all of my downtime was filled today. Mostly by one of the second grade teachers. She had me copy a bunch of stuff, laminate half of it, and cut it all out. A bunch of small circles, partial circles, and triangles. It took awhile but it kept me busy. I also graded some papers for her. I didn't mind the multiple choice part but the two short answer questions were a little harder. There is too much wiggle room with short answer questions. They were worth two points each and most of the kids only got a point for each, and that was me being generous. One of the questions asked if bees would make good pets. The best answer by far was: “no because Bees have Stingers so they Sting Poelop and Bees make honey and Bears like honey So Bears will attak your house.” Brilliant.



I also started work on cataloging student pictures for the yearbook. I got all the kids divided into class folders and tomorrow I should be able to start renaming all of them to the student's name rather than their student number. That is going to take awhile because I don't know every kid's full name. I'll get it done eventually.

Tonight was Chipotle night and my burrito was pretty good. For awhile I was getting sour cream and cheese but for the past several weeks I cut back to just cheese. This week I cut out the cheese as well and I think I will probably keep it that way. Unless I have a cheese craving. I feel way better after eating my half of a burrito when it doesn't have cheese or sour cream on it. And not just because it doesn't upset my stomach.

I was supposed to have book club tonight but it was moved to next week. Turns out I didn't need to rush through the book in two days. But I'm glad I finished it and I doubt I forget much of it by next week. It will still be better than the month or so delay before the last book club.

The lack of book club left my night open so I did a lot of not much. I designed a t-shirt for a contest that I have very little chance of winning but I am happy with my design. It starts out with a bunch of Braille and then underneath that it says “You can read my shirt with your fingers.” The idea being you will read that and then figure out the Braille, which says “Just because you can does not mean you should. How dare you.” I think it's pretty clever.

My microphone arrived today but I still don't have the balls to actually start talking about my day. It just feels weird talking to myself. That was one of my big hiccups when I was taking Latin in high school. I had to record myself speaking passages and then mail it off to the teacher. It was incredibly uncomfortable to do and I felt embarrassed even though I was in a room by myself while I did it. It didn't help that no one really knows how Latin is supposed to sound, as far as I know, so I was being graded on bullshit. At least that is how I saw it. Mainly because I didn't like having to record myself talking. But now I have a microphone for the express purpose of recording myself talk about my day. I think part of me wants to overcome that fear and stop feeling so self-conscious about the whole thing. I'll get there. Or I'll just use the microphone to record guitar riffs.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

March 26, 2013


I want the motivation to be passionately artistic and creative on a daily basis.

My main accomplishment for the day was probably adding the four new siblings into Odyssey and my student directory. That took me all of fifteen minutes. Felt pretty good about myself.

We had an assembly today which inevitably led to my para friend and I putting chairs away at the end. It went a step further today and we also had to put the chair rack back in the closet area where it is usually stored. That was a challenge because with all the chairs on it, the rack is really heavy, and it was difficult getting the rack over the lip leading into the closet. But we did it and no one got hurt.

On the walk down the hall to our respective areas in the school my para friend told some kids who were messing with a ball to get wherever they needed to be. I called her a killjoy, she said she does her best to take all the fun out of school, and I told her she would be a great educator. It was kind of funny.

I asked one of the kindergarten teachers if he had anything that needed to be done and he didn't have anything school related but he did have a side project. He runs a daycare after school and during the summer and he wants to compete with one of the other elementary schools so he wanted me to call and find out what their prices were because they know who he is so he didn't want to call. I tried a couple times throughout the day but the lady I needed to talk to wasn't there so I gave up. I made an effort though.

I had two classes that didn't show up today so I ended up sending out another email looking for work. I sent one out earlier in the year trying to fill out my schedule and that lead to literacy centers with kindergarten and second grade, and giving a spelling test to second graders twice a week. But I still have a lot of random spots throughout the day, especially when classes don't show up. So I sent out an email looking for random jobs. I got one from the secretary to either prepare class pictures for the year book or to actually do the yearbook layout for the classes. And one of the second grade teachers had a question about iPads. And one of the kindergarteners sent a nice email that also poked fun at the old computer aide and said the principal should give me a raise (and he CCed the email to the principal so it was pretty funny).

Tonight I did a whole lot of nothing. I discovered that my left forearm is more hurt than I thought because I couldn't hold my giant pan of spaghetti sauce with my left hand to poor over the pasta. Well, I could hold it in my hand but I couldn't lift it. When I tried to hold it over the pasta it wouldn't stay up. It was kind of freaky. My arm was already a little worn out from video games and typing every day and then shoveling snow this weekend did not help in the least. I can't really take a break from the typing thing because I work in a computer lab and I type about my life every day. I won't be touching my Xbox for awhile though. I can probably handle some Anno 2070 or another game that is primarily mouse-based. Although my right hand could probably use a break too so maybe just a break from video games. We'll see how that goes.

Monday, March 25, 2013

March 25, 2013


I was bored for a large portion of my day. I really need to find more to do at work. I like it when I get to do stuff. Like help people with computer stuff or work with kids. I don't like sitting in the lab with nothing to do. I generally feel worthless on a daily basis. Have for years now. I don't like that feeling but it seems to be persistent and I am fairly certain it will always be there. Regardless of where I end up in life. I am able to ignore the feeling while I am busy and/or engaged in some activity that I enjoy, but that doesn't seem to come often enough for my liking. I want work to be that place but lately it has allowed me too much time in my head. I want to feel worthwhile.

Enough of that for now though.

This morning I read books with kindergarteners and later came back to help out with literacy centers. Then I had my literacy group with second grade. They were running late because of a thing in the library so we only had time to read through their story (loads of gross facts about bedbugs) but not to get to their packet.

This afternoon I had one class not show up. Then another class was twenty minutes early which put them right in the middle of another class's time, but that class hadn't shown up so I didn't think anything of it. And then the class showed up, a little over ten minutes late. So the other class packed up, the original class took their spot, I had a good conversation with that teacher, and then the other class came back. At one point the kindergarten teacher called me because one of the second grade teachers had a question about logging into laptops. I gave him the information that may be correct but I'll have to ask the second grade teacher when I see her if everything got worked out.

I learned that my para friend makes $.75/hour more than me but she also makes that for four hours a day. Even though she is there all day. She helps during lunch and then lunch recess, but during that time she has to clock out and clock in as something else and she only makes $7.25/hour for that. And then she does tutoring after school. That really sucks about the pay thing but at least she is doing something with her time. There's always that.

While we were talking one of the other paras came into the lab and my para friend started touching the other paras hoodie because it was really soft. This other para was also wearing bunny ears so with the para rubbing her hoodie it really looked like she was being pet. They got into a conversation about the hoodie and my para friend wanted to know what she was wearing under it for some reason and the para said she wasn't wearing a shirt under it. She then turned to face her and started to unzip the hoodie, all incognito, to prove her point, and I was just standing there awkwardly looking in the other direction. At one point they looked over and I just said “Well two can play at this game” and I started to unzip my hoodie. I thought it was pretty funny.

My last class of the day was second grade and I talked to the teacher about a lot of random stuff, plus watched two videos of her baby laughing, because babies laughing is pretty great. We talked about my fear in my early twenties that I would become schizophrenic because I learned in one of my Psychology classes that it usually manifests itself in men during their early twenties. I thought I was safe but then she mentioned that one of her friend's husband was just diagnosed with it and he is in his early thirties. So I've still got several years of worrying to do. We talked about seizures and epilepsy and brain surgery, lazy eyes and correcting them too late, and how uncomfortable it is to get kicked in the ribs by your unborn baby, but I'll have to take her word on that one.

When I got home I ate some pretzels and checked up on any changes in the internet world. For dinner I had a vegan Mexican frozen dinner and it was really good. I usually get the one with rice, beans, and a burrito, but this one just had rice and some sort of breaded burrito thing with green sauce. I don't know if that is actually descriptive. It has a very recognizable name but I can't remember it and I don't want to go dig through the trash.

Tonight I watched The Perks Of Being A Wallflower and kind of worked on the pineapple thing I want to cut out. It was really a halfhearted effort because I wasn't very motivated and I was into the movie. I really liked the book because I could relate to a lot of it, minus a lot of it actually, which is weird but still true. And I don't think I was disappointed at all by the movie. The casting was well done and that played a major role because the wrong cast would have completely tanked it for me. The adaptation from the book was also spot on, helped by the fact that the author wrote and directed the movie. At least I think he did. Either way, I liked what was included and agreed with what wasn't. I would like to watch it again at some point but I will need to be in the mood for a bit of a downer. Because the movie gets a bit dark at times. Which would explain the first paragraph of this entry. It isn't always safe to start writing when I've just watched something mildly depressing. I almost watched Seeking A Friend For The End Of The World. If I had, this entry would have been way darker. I really liked that movie, despite how depressing it was. It is probably one of my favorite movies in the relatively recent past. I am drawn to depressing things even though I hate being sad. Apparently part of me does not agree with that hatred.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

March 24, 2013


I shoveled the driveway and porch today. There wasn't a lot and it had already started to melt, but I wanted to help the sun. Snow shovels are poorly designed. They need to have a much longer handle with a weight at the end to counter-balance the weight of the snow in the shovel. There also needs to be a second handle coming off the main one so you don't need to bend over so far to lift the shovel up. This probably already exists but if it doesn't, I am too lazy to design it.

I went to bed really late last night thanks to getting off work really late, and I woke up early this morning so I could go to bed early tonight and be ready to go back to work. This meant I spent the day feeling really tired. The snow shoveling and brief workout didn't help that. So I want to go to bed now. And I probably will shortly.

Tonight I watched Back To The Future and got my friend's letter ready to send. I scanned it and turned it into a PDF for my records (along with the past couple of letters that I forgot to do that with), stamped the envelope with my rubber stamps, addressed it and put a postal stamp on the envelope, and then sealed in the letter. I feel like I just went into way too much detail in that last sentence. Pointless detail. Oh well.

I was going to pay my gas card bill tonight as well but my credit finally caught up with me from when they had me pay one bill twice because it was late. I learned that it only counts if they get it on the day it is due, not if you mail it on the day it is due. Good to know. But it was nice not having to pay anything this month. And my bill next month should be pretty small as well.

I bought a microphone on Amazon today. My idea is to start talking about my day along with writing about it. Not in a vlog format though, just audio, at least for now. I have a decent webcam so I could upgrade to a vlog, but I'm not there yet. I just think it would be interesting to have my voice on record. I don't particularly like my voice but I don't think there is any record of my voice out there, unless someone has a saved voicemail or something. But yeah, if I can get past the weirdness of talking to myself, alone in my room, I might start recapping my day in audio as well as text.

I think there was something else I wanted to write about but it is escaping me at the moment. Which means it is time for bed.

March 23, 2013


Last night when I was standing near the entry way to Olympus Has Fallen a woman left to go to the bathroom and when she came back she asked if I needed a seat because there was one near her. I quickly explained that I didn't need a seat and I actually worked at the theater, and she went on her way. That is one problem with wearing a fairly nondescript black polo shirt for a uniform. It was incredibly nice of her though. It is nice to know that there are still good people out there.

Today I finished writing my letter to my friend, watched YouTube videos, and downloaded other YouTube videos. Pretty much a repeat of yesterday. So it wasn't very productive of me. I went to work tonight and finished reading The Distance Between Us by Reyna Grande. It turned out to be a really good book but it was also depressing and uncomfortable to read at times. It is one of those books that makes you glad with the cards you have been dealt in life, regardless of how crappy, because there are always people out there who are far worse off. Part of me wishes I had a more troubled life so I would have more to write about but that is a very small part of me. A very, very small part.

It had started to snow this afternoon and it had continued to snow while I was at work and into the night. Thankfully it didn't really start sticking until later on so there was only about an inch on my car when I got off and it didn't take much to scrape off the small amount of ice. The manager was parked right next to me so I got his windshield while I was at it. Do unto others, as they say. The drive home was thankfully uneventful but I have always liked driving home in the middle of the night when it is snowing. It is very peaceful.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

March 22, 2013


An exciting day. In a sarcastic sense. Most of my day was spent watching thirty-three episodes of Doraleous & Associates on YouTube. It is a highly inappropriate yet hilarious cartoon from the same guys that do the Battlefield Friends cartoon, which is how I discovered them. While watching those I also downloaded other YouTube videos and got halfway through writing the letter to my friend. With a brief break to change the battery in a smoke detector. The second smoke detector is apparently wired in because I couldn't find a battery in it.

Tonight at work I knocked out a large chunk of The Distance Between Us, which leaves me with just about one-hundred pages to read. I can easily get through that tomorrow night at work. I also watched Olympus Has Fallen. The first half during the first set and the second half during the last set. It is definitely a good popcorn movie. There was lots of action and violence and plenty of one-liners. I might end up renting it when it comes out.

I'm not sure what's on the agenda for tomorrow. Probably a lot of the same. Can't really complain about that. I'd like to throw in some video games but I might save those for Sunday. We'll see.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

March 21, 2013


Today was another day of break. I would say I'm kind of tired of it and ready to go back to work but I have to work tomorrow night and Saturday night at the theater and I have absolutely no interest in doing that. I hate that place and I need out.

My main accomplishment for the day was finishing my letter to my friend. At least the typed version. I still need to write it down on paper but I can do that tomorrow. Or some other time. The point is I finished the content of the letter.

I also started reading the next book club book, The Distance Between Us by Reyna Grande, because we are meeting on Tuesday I believe. I only have about 275 pages to go. So I might be going to book club. I should be able to knock out some large chunks at the theater tomorrow and Saturday so that is one benefit to be trapped at a pointless job for six to nine hours at a time. In reality I have plenty of time to read 275 pages by Tuesday but finding the motivation to do so will be the hard part.

Tonight I should have gone to visit the new volunteer kid but I couldn't get ahold of him. I called twice and the second time it went to voicemail after only a few rings so it was obvious someone knew I was calling and pushed it to voicemail. So I said screw it.

I went and got gas and then took the fifteen mile scenic route home because I wanted to drive a little and listen to music. When I got home I played some Battlefield 3. I did a pretty awful job at CTF so I didn't even want to try Air Superiority. I ended on a high note when I took the cheap way out and start leaving mines near the flag and randomly on the road. I probably got ten kills that way, several of them double kills when two dudes on a motorcycle trying to get the flag would run over them. I felt kind of bad about it but it is a genuine tactic in CTF, regardless of how cheap it is, and it is kind of satisfying seeing a whole bunch of kills and points pop up on the screen when I'm just running around aimlessly.

I'm not sure what's on the agenda for tomorrow, other than work at the theater. I might replace smoke detector batteries. That is something that is probably long overdue.  

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

March 20, 2013


I had another somewhat productive day. Not as obvious as cleaning my entire room but I can't do that every day. Although part of my productivity did involve room cleaning. Anyway, I started my day by taking the giant TV that used to be in my room, out to the curb for the garbage man. It was an old boxy one that was relatively heavy but wouldn't have been as bad if it wasn't so awkward. All the weight was in the front. I don't have a dolly or anything so in order to move it out of my room, and then down to the curb this morning, I put it on my old skateboard. When I was a kid I always wanted to learn how to skateboard but not enough to actually learn. I would stand on it and spin half-circles on the carpet but the most adventurous I ever got was sitting on it and riding it down the driveway. I finally got my money's worth though, using it to move the TV. It was a bit of a bitch to turn but the trip didn't require a lot of that so I survived.

When I got back inside I did my taxes. Hopefully correctly. For the past few years I have been doing them online but I have never really felt as confident about doing them online as compared to on paper. The first year or two that I did them online I actually filled out physical forms and then transferred my numbers onto the electronic forms. But now I just wing it and answer the questions they ask me and hope all goes well. According the questions I answered regarding my federal return, I should be getting a significant chunk back. As for my state return, I owed money for the first time ever. In the past I would only get maybe a dollar or two from the state and would usually just donate that to breast cancer research or whatever other option they had that sounded good. This year I owed three dollars. When I went to pay it a warning popped up saying I wasn't legally required to pay if I owed less than five dollars. That was a pretty tempting statement but it also felt like a bit of a trap. In the end I paid it, not out of fear, but out of a feeling that I owed the state money and it was my responsibility to pay it, even if it was only three dollars. It would have bugged me if I didn't pay it.

From my taxes I moved onto organizing all of my credit card and bank statements. I keep them in different folders because I don't really know what else to do with them. I don't know how long I am supposed to keep them so I just keep putting them into folders. According to the ones I still had in the envelopes and stacked up on top of my folders, I hadn't actually organized those statements since about the middle of last year. I should get better at that. It took way too long and it would be a lot easier just to pop them into a folder when I get them.

I rode that wave of organization a little longer and started to rename the pictures I have in my Words folder. Which include all the funny and serious pictures I have found on the internet that have captions on them. I laugh or am moved or have a deep though when I see these pictures and then save them. But I don't rename them when I do this so they all have nonsense names that don't relate to them. So I started going through them today. I barely made a dent. I started renaming them and then dropping them into a Funny or a Serious folder. I made it through about 175 pictures but have over 2,700 to go. I might make it there. Maybe. When I save pictures now though I have started to rename them right off the bat and put them in the right folder. I'm taking steps in the right direction.

Tonight was Chipotle night and it was pretty good. I think it may have been last week or the week before where I mentioned that it had been delicious for as long as I could remember. Tonight was just pretty good. The corn salsa was actually the best I've had in awhile but that wasn't enough to bring the burrito as a whole up to delicious. Can't win 'em all.

Later on in the night I really wanted to play a video game but didn't have the motivation to click on any. My left arm is still kind of bothering me so I am avoiding my Xbox for a bit and I didn't feel like getting lost in Anno 2070 for hours. That left me with well over a hundred other options because I might have a slight problem with buying games when they are super inexpensive, but the motivation just wasn't there. Woe is me.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

March 19, 2013


Today I cleaned my room. I still have a little more to do tomorrow but it does look a lot better. Not great but better. I moved my computer over to where I want it to be whenever I get around to building my desk. For the time being I have everything set up on three TV trays with the tower next to them. It will work for the time being but I might keep my keyboard on one of the TV trays even when I do upgrade to a desk. That will allow me to sit back from my monitors. When I had them next to my bed I could sit about six feet away from them so they didn't bother my eyes. Sitting right up in front of two, twenty-four inch monitors is a bit of strain on my eyes.

I always forget how hard cleaning a room is on my lower back until I get about halfway through the cleaning process. I was feeling it pretty good by the end of the day and I am hoping I will be able to sleep it off. I would prefer not walking around hunched over tomorrow.

I don't really have anything else to write about. I could go into more detail about the room cleaning or the laundry I did but my day kind of wore me out. I'm glad my job doesn't involve extensive room cleaning. I will probably sleep well tonight but I don't know that I would want that excuse for sleeping well every night.

Monday, March 18, 2013

March 18, 2013

I had a rather slow start to my day. I ended up sleeping in again but I'm on vacation so I'm not going to beat myself up about it. This afternoon I went over to my grandma's house to take down decorations from the top of the cabinets. My dad stopped by so I could use his vacuum to clean the top of the cabinets while I was up there. He spent a minute or two reminding me how a jet of air comes out of the back of the vacuum and I kind of just nodded along because I was aware of this. Then I climbed the ladder and turned the vacuum on. While on the ladder, I was holding the vacuum at about head level and I learned the jet of air is powerful enough to hit someone in the face even if they are seven feet away. In this case, that someone was my grandma. She walked out to the living room where my dad was and let him no that he didn't mention anything in his speech about the jet of air hitting grandmas. It was incredibly ridiculous and I ended up laughing to the point of tears, which hasn't happened in awhile. In the end it didn't take very long to take everything down and vacuum and we ended up sitting in the living room and talking for a couple hours. That was pretty nice.

From my grandma's house I went to get my hair cut. It was at least two weeks overdue, probably closer to three, and I feel so much better now that it has been cut. After that I went and bought dog food at PetCo and random other stuff at Target. One of those random things being gum. I ran out and the past couple of days I have had to chew Doublemint. I'm not a fan.

Tonight I watched a bunch of YouTube videos and put a few more hours into Anno 2070. I managed to piss off all of my citizens at one point with a poor Ecobalance, went a few thousand dollars into debt, and had an energy shortage. By the end of the night I ended up getting everything back to normal. Normal for me anyway. Which isn't that great but I'm still stumbling along. Despite all the bad stuff, I got my first submarine and established my first underwater island where I have my algae farms. That is fairly significant. I feel like my main island layout is fairly poor and I am probably doomed to fail. But I'm going to see how long I can ride it out. I am tempted to start a new game and use one of the optimized island layouts that people online have come up with, just so I can see how a well laid out island runs. There is always the possibility that I could slowly start destroying and redesigning my current island but I don't know how well that would go over. Or if I want to take the time to do that.

Tomorrow I might start cleaning my room. It hasn't been done in a really long time and it really needs it. Much like my island in Anno 2070, it needs a whole redesign but I don't know if I am feeling that ambitious. We'll see where the day takes me.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

March 17, 2013


My plan for a relaxing day filled with a lot of nothing worked out. I got to sleep in until 9:30AM or so, which was nice, and I spent most of my day playing Anno 2070. It kind of reminds me of a mix between Sim City and Warcraft. The Sim City aspect being the city building and the Warcraft aspect coming from only having your little piece of land visible on the mini map and having to go out and explore to reveal the rest of the map. I played the first four missions of the campaign and then I jumped into the endless sandbox mode. The missions were fun but there wasn't much tutorializing so there were a couple times where I had no clue what I was supposed to be doing. I am really liking the endless mode but I'm not that great at it. Right before ending I spent half my money unlocking all the tech and undersea stuff. I think I still have a lot of work to do before I can even start messing with the undersea stuff, and I might completely fail before I get there, but I'm looking forward to it if I get the chance.

One of the more interesting aspects of the game is that after playing for two hours, a notification pops up and the narrator lady tells you that you have been playing for awhile and that you should stretch your legs and take a break. Kinda creepy but also kinda cool. It got me thinking about the future of video games. I think there is talk about the next Xbox either having a Kinect build in or at least requiring you to have one. That seems like it would open up the possibility of requiring video game breaks. Like after an hour or two you have to get up and do jumping jacks or stretch or whatever else, with the Kinect keeping track and not unlocking the game until you do. It would be easy enough now to make a game lock for a little while after you have been playing a certain amount of time but it would be interesting if physical activity could unlock it.

I also played a tiny bit of Black Ops 2. Just enough to get the gold camo on my shotgun. It looks so nice. It is now my weapon of choice on Nuketown 2025, which is my map of choice. I just can't get into any of the other maps. I like playing Headquarters and Hardpoint and other objective gametypes but I die a lot. And every time I die I get spawned on the other side of the map. So I spent the majority of the game just running back and forth across the map. That is boring. When you get spawned on the other side of the map in Nuketown 2025, it takes five seconds to get back into the action. I like that. I think I will probably take another break from the game until double XP and/or Nuketown 2025 24/7 comes back.

Tomorrow I plan on waking up relatively early. I for sure have a haircut in the afternoon but I also might go over to my grandma's to take down decorations. I also need to get ahold of my dad about maybe going over to his house and finally getting a start on my desk. We'll see what happens.

March 16, 2013


This will be a short entry because I am tired.

Today I watched DVRed stuff and played a little Battlefield 3. For the most part I sucked. In the few games of Air Superiority I played I probably amassed one kill and twenty deaths. I was a little more successful in Capture The Flag, even though I never managed to capture a flag. I did blow up a helicopter with an RPG though, so that was cool.

At work tonight I read books. I rotated between four books to keep things interesting and it worked for the most part. I did have to take a break around 11:30PM because I was falling asleep, and I used the opportunity to dust the projectors and bisel the carpet. This ended up working out and I was able to stay awake until 1:00AM when the last movie got out.

I think tomorrow I am going to try and sleep in and have a lazy day. Then maybe spend the rest of Spring Break getting up early and taking advantage of my days off. Maybe.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

March 15, 2013


 Yesterday it was in the 70s and today it was in the 80s. I quickly remembered how much I dislike being hot and uncomfortable.

This morning as I was clocking in, one of the paras was talking to one of the receptionists, commenting on how she wanted to wear something green for St. Patrick's Day (a lot of classes where having parties today) but all she could find was the lime green shirt she was wearing. I just walked by in the background and said "poor effort" as I walked out of the office. They mentioned how it was hard to compare to my green shoes before carrying on with their conversation. Later on when thinking about this interaction, I found it hilarious. I pictured a movie where the two main characters are having a conversation and out of nowhere someone walks by with a random sarcastic remark and just keeps walking. I don't know how funny it is in real life but in my head it is pretty funny.

There was only one test this morning and then I was left with a lot of free time. With some of that time I ran with the para's joke yesterday about writing a strongly worded letter about how we always get stuck putting the chairs away after assemblies. I decided to write to Obama about, demanding medals, crowns, and a lot more money. I had the para proofread it, which is good because she caught a few errors, and then we decided we should probably give it to the principal because she most likely has a direct line to the President. It was all fairly amusing and killed some time.

In between having a class or two in the lab I also worked on a small project for one of the resource teachers who wanted a cover for her folders that contained an educational Battleship game. I didn't know much about her version of the game but I ended up creating a grid in Excel, filling in some of the cells with different colors to represent the ships, and had 'BATTLESHIP' written at the top. I originally made it with blacks and grays but her only critique was that she wanted it in color. It ended up being fairly simple but it got the job done.

I gave the kindergarten teacher my iPad (technically the schools iPad) to take over Spring Break so she can mess around with it. I said if she liked it I would delete anything off of it that she didn't want or reset it completely, and let her keep it. She was really excited about it. At first she didn't realize it was mine and when she found out she didn't want to take it but I convinced her it was fine. I really only had it in the first place so I could help the other teachers when they first got them and that has run its course for the most part.

It was an early release day which gave me a couple more hours before I had to go to work at the theater. In that time I took a brief nap and played some Battlefield 3. I think trying to get better at shooting down jets in Air Superiority is a lost cause. I can't seem to figure out how much to lead my target when using the machine gun and even when I do hit the target it seems to take way too many bullets and I end up getting killed before I can finish the job. When I am getting shot on the other hand, it seems like my jet is made out canvas and balsa wood. It is pretty frustrating. Because of this I ended up switching over to Capture The Flag and I am really liking that. Both of these new game modes are awful for my K/D but I don't really care. I still need to cut together the videos but today I managed to shoot two helicopters out of the sky. I think one was with an RPG and the other was with the canon on an armored vehicle. I can't really remember outside of it being very satisfying.

Tonight at work all I did was read. I wanted to finish reading Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver and I accomplished that. It is a fairly long book but it managed to keep me interested and it got pretty good towards the end. One interesting aspect of the book was that I spent most of the book disliking the main character. She had some redeeming moments but a lot of the time I couldn't manage any real sympathy for her. It does say something about the quality of the plot, however, if I could read 470 while not really liking the main character for most of it. I am interest to check out some of Lauren Oliver's other books.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

March 14, 2013


 Today was my last Groundhog's Day for testing for at least three weeks. It gets a little surreal seeing the same three classes, three days in a row, taking a test that looks the same.

I had to send out a blanket email yesterday after the sixth grade class came into the lab during a test to return iPads, creating a big distraction. One cure for this was to move the iPad cart out in the hall. The sixth grade class proved this was not sufficient by making a mad dash as per usual to get to the iPad cart and then talking really loudly right outside the computer lab. So I sent out another blanket email informing everyone that the doors and windows of the computer lab are far from soundproof and anything above a whisper in the hallway outside the computer lab can be easily heard inside the computer lab. This would mean running and loud talking would be even more of a distraction. Both emails have been passive aggressively directed at the sixth grade teacher because her class is the one causing the problem. My next move will be calling out the sixth grade directly, possibly in an email to everyone, and even though I don't have any authority to do so, I will revoke the sixth graders privileges to use the iPads until State Assessments are over. The iPads belong to the Boys & Girls Club and technically they aren't supposed to let the school use them but the head of the Boys & Girls Club at the school is nice. But she is fed up with the sixth grade always using the iPads, especially when other classes have signed up for them. So I think she would be behind my decision and the principal would probably be on board too. Hopefully it doesn't come to that because I'm not a fan of confrontation, but I am tired of the sixth grade. There are some good kids there, and they are better not in a group, but as a whole, mostly thanks to the teacher, they are becoming a thorn in my side. Moving on.

One of the fifth grade classes put on an assembly today reciting Langston Hughes poetry and music. I almost didn't get to go. There was a kid taking an assessment in the lab and he was still going when the kindergarteners came for their lab time. No more than three minutes after I sent them away, the kid finished his test, so I went down to tell the kindergarten class they could come back but they decided to color instead. This was right as everyone was headed to the assembly, which was in the gym, which is next to the kindergarten classrooms, so I went to the assembly. And it was actually pretty good. I couldn't hear a lot of the poetry but the singing was good. Much better than the middle school choir that came because they aren't going through puberty so the boys can still hit the high notes and sing along with the girls.

For awhile now, after every assembly, one of the paras and I always end up putting the folding chairs away. At the beginning of the year the custodian would do it. Then one day the principal asked me to help the custodian out. After that it was just me until the para started helping. Then for quite awhile it was just us until some of the older kids started helping us out. We still make jokes about how we always meet at the chairs and she came up to me before the last assembly to give me crap because I wasn't there in time and she had to set all the chairs up. There used to be two separate rolly things for the the chairs, one for the tan chairs and one for the brown chairs. Now they're all mixed together. Today I had one section on the rolly thing with chairs all of the same color until the para came along and put in the other color chair. But it provided an opportunity for me to make a joke about integration and her progressive ways. The joke was probably not that funny but I thought it was pretty clever.

Tonight I went and visited the new volunteer kid. He wanted to go to the hardware store to get a job application and the first challenge was finding it. But we did and then we learned that you have to come in before five o'clock because the person in charge or hiring leaves at five o'clock. Then we went to McDonald's because he wanted food and he had a gift card. He got apple pies and a drink and then had me pay for his chicken sandwiches. I also got a small order of fries and some orange juice. It is the first time I have had McDonald's fries in probably five or six years and the first time I have had orange juice in at least a couple years. It was a big night for me. I didn't really miss the fries because I was never really that into their fries, but I might need to start drinking orange juice again. I pretty much exclusively drink water except when I go to Sonic maybe once a week if I have a visit with the kid.

Anyway, there was a permanency hearing today which I was unable to attend because of assessments. The kid said it went pretty good. It sounded like they still hadn't heard from the mother or gotten her to fully relinquish her rights so they put off making a decision on that. If someone did come along and wanted to adopt the kid, however, he would just have to agree and they would be able to be adopted. There was also talk of getting him on an independent living track, which is what kids do when they will age out of the system and then be on their own. The purpose is to teach the kids basic life skills so they can survive on their own once they age out. One of my recommendations in my court report was to get him involved the independent living conferences that teach skills as well as give kids a chance to meet other kids in similar situations. So overall it sounds like it was a good hearing and I wish I had been able to attend.

Now it is way past my bedtime because I wrote way more than I thought I would tonight. Oh well. Tomorrow is an early release day so I will have time to take a nap before I go to the theater if I need to. But I'm going to go to bed now.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

March 13, 2013


 There is stuff I could probably write about today but I am tired so I will probably skip most of it.

Nothing that exciting happened today. Just more testing with a couple regular lab classes mixed in. In the middle of the second test, the sixths graders came streaming in the lab to return iPads. They were pretty quiet compared to normal but they were still a herd of kids standing at the front of the room holding iPads, so they were a distraction. Not to mention the chirping sound the iPad makes when you plug it back in. I sent out an email after the test to all the teachers telling them if they have iPads checked out they shouldn't return them during the middle of a test. I also reminded them that I unplug the printers from the network during tests so if they print something it won't actually print until I plug them back in. Later in the day the iPads were moved out into the hall, for the remainder of testing. Mainly because sixth grade is always using them, regardless of who has signed up for them, and they are incredibly disrespectful of everyone who isn't a sixth grader. They get this mentality from their teacher, who probably still thinks she is one of them.

One of the kindergarten teachers replied to my email and asked if he could still come into the lab and dance during the middle of the test because sometimes he just feels the need to dance. I said that was the only interruption I approve of. We were talking about this in front of the principal when I was returning test tickets and I found out the principal is also not a fan of the sixth grade teacher. I think that brings it up to everyone in the building.

Chipotle tonight was really good and then we watched a bunch of online videos. After dinner I played some more Battlefield 3. I thought I was in a dedicated Air Superiority server but then I got into a game of Capture The Flag. We lost by one point but I managed to get my team's only two captures, and that was after I messed around for the first several minutes trying to snipe dudes going after our flag. I pretty much captured the flag a third time but when I got back our flag was gone and then I was blown up or shot while I was standing on our flag base. It was actually a lot of fun. Then I switched over to Air Superiority and I still suck at getting kills. I still haven't managed to get more than one kill per game and a lot of the time I don't even get that. I just die a lot. It kind of sucks but I do like flying.

Now I am calling it a night so I can wake up in the morning and start a new day.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

March 12, 2013


 I am tired and want to go to bed and I am hoping this entry is short. We'll see how I do.

There is a relatively new girl at school so when we printed out test tickets awhile ago she wasn't on the list. The principal got her added but we never got around to printing her tickets off. This became obvious today when her class was taking the test and there wasn't a ticket for her. I went to see if the principal had one but I think she was in a meeting and I couldn't find her. I heard one of the kindergarten teachers, who sometimes subs for the principal, knew how to print tickets so I headed down to his room. We couldn't remember the website so we had to go back to the office and then back to the kindergarten room. We eventually got the girls login information but it ended up taking about thirty minutes to get it all worked out. Tomorrow's test should go better.

That same kindergarten teacher had lab time after that test and when it got closer to his time it didn't look like everyone would be done taking the test so I went down to his room to tell him he wasn't going to have his lab time. He wasn't there so I told his student intern and then headed back to the lab. As I got there the teacher came out of the lounge where he had been eating ice cream. He was supposed to be coming to ask me about his lab time and he said I was going to get him in trouble with the student intern because he obviously wasn't doing what he told her he was going to do. When I was talking to him one of the paras came out of the lounge and called me by the wrong name as a joke because when we were walking into the main office last week one of the secretaries called me by the wrong name. She joked about starting a thing and getting everyone to do it but I told her most people still mispronounced my last name so I didn't need any help. Then she complimented our choice in shoes because we were both wearing Chucks and said mine were better because they were red, so we parted ways on good terms.

The rest of the day was fairly boring. Watching kids take tests. Near the end of the day I helped one of the new Chinese kids get into Odyssey. He just got here in the last month or so and doesn't speak very much English so we were trying to find math stuff that was fairly straight forward. That was kind of a success. Maybe. Not really. But he did way better than I would have done trying to do math in a foreign language.

The new Battlefield 3 DLC came out today and I made the exact same mistake I made with the last DLC. Before work this morning I downloaded what I thought was the DLC but it ended up just being a massive 2GB update. I discovered this when I tried to play tonight and it said I still needed to download the DLC. So I had to wait over an hour for that to download. Fantastic. I had fun once I actually got to play though. At least when I was playing the new Air Superiority mode. It is just a bunch of jets dogfighting while trying to capture and hold three different spots on the map. I suck at shooting down other jets but I finally got the controls back to what I was used to before they got reset, so that is a plus. I think the best round I had was when I got one kill and only died three times. I got a lot of kills stolen from me but I could never manage more than one kill. It was still had fun flying around regardless of my inability to kill the enemy.


After that I tried one of the new maps in Rush mode and just got destroyed by the other team which is never fun. The map looked nice but I was too busy getting annoyed by bullshit so I called it a night after getting dominated twice.

Now it is bedtime.

Monday, March 11, 2013

March 11, 2013


 Today didn't really feel like a Monday. It seems like it should be somewhere in the middle of the week already. We'll get there soon enough.

There was one state assessment this morning and then there was the rest of my boring day. I just missed literacy centers with kindergarten and when I went to check on my second grade literacy group the class wasn't in the room. So I was bored off my ass until lunch. My day wasn't too exciting after lunch but I had a four classes, the fifth being a no-show.

I spent my downtime looking at reviews for the Nexus 7. I think over Spring Break I am going to give my iPad (which was given to me by the school so it isn't really mine) to the kindergarten teacher who didn't get the memo when they were handing out the iPads. I only got it because the principal wanted me to be familiar with it so I could help out the teachers if they had questions about them. That time has pretty much passed and I don't really uses the iPad much anymore. I occasionally play games on it but not often. The most useful thing I use it for is to write my journal on when I'm at the theater on Friday and Saturday night. So I am thinking I'll let the kindergarten teacher take the iPad for the week and if she likes it I can erase everything off of it and let her have it. Then I can eventually get the Nexus 7, maybe as a birthday present to myself. It will be slightly more portable and I can get a case/keyboard which will make writing my journals easier.

I am also thinking about getting the new Kindle Paperwhite. In my mind, if you buy a book on Amazon, you should get the Kindle version for free. Kind of like what they do with CDs now, where if you get the physical CD you get most or all of the songs in digital format for free. If that were the case with books I would definitely get a Kindle. Without that, I think that maybe the Kindle would be good for books I am interested in reading but don't see myself reading more than once. That way I wouldn't add more books to my multiple stacks that I don't intend to read again. I have spoken with a couple of the teachers at school who both used to have a lot of books but they said as they got older the books turned into more of an inconvenience when it came to space or when they moved, so they have whittled down their collections. I currently have over well over 750 books and I want way more, but it seems like it would be smart to maybe slow down on buying physical books. Maybe save it for books I really like. I don't know. I'm still thinking about it.

Tonight I watched YouTube videos and played video games. I finally beat 10,000,000 and then tried out a couple other games. Not exactly in alphabetical order like I mentioned before but close. First I tried Alien Swarm, a game from an indie bundle. It is a top-down, isometric shooter type of game and it was actually pretty fun. I ended up getting my ass handed to me in the final wave of aliens but I still had fun and the game looked pretty cool. Then I tried out Ceville, a point-and-click game where you play a squat little tyrant king trying to escape from a rebellion. I got it for a couple bucks awhile ago because I was on a point-and-click kick and it sounded pretty funny. And it is funny. I still suck at point-and-click games but I am having fun clicking on everything until I finally get something that works. I would like to put some more time into it at some point.

The next three days will have three assessments each. I'm not looking forward to standing for over three hours watching kids take tests. It is going to be a long three days.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

March 10, 2013


 I feel like I lost an hour today. Which makes sense because of Daylight Savings but it generally doesn't affect me. Today I forgot about the time change until some time after 10:00AM, which made the day go from mid-morning to almost lunch time. I wish I had gotten up when I first woke up at 7:30AM instead of going back to bed until 9:00AM. Life goes on.

Today I played a few videos games. I jumped into a few games of Halo 4 and I've still got it. At least enough of it that I didn't completely suck. My best game involved several kills with a sniper rifle and a giant laser. Not bad. I also played a bunch of 10,000,000. The point of the game is to get a score of 10,000,000 and I have gotten within 600,000 at least a couple times. There isn't a lot of skill involved in the game but it is pretty addictive. I briefly looked at the Sim City 4 tutorial but I was too distracted by watching DVRed stuff so I had to stop. I really want to play that game but twice now I have started the tutorial and not made it through. I need to take the time to actually make it through so I can start making my city. I also have the old school Sim City 2000, which is what I used to play when I was a kid, but I haven't gotten around to playing that either. Then I played a little bit of Super Amazing Wagon Adventure which I got awhile ago in an indie bundle. It is like Oregon Trail on meth. I made it to the Great Plains twice, got attacked by a bunch of unicorns, and killed by a dragon. Definitely a strange game. Lastly, I played several levels of Stealth Bastard, another game from an indie bundle. I made it through the levels that were pretty straight forward and didn't require much thought but didn't want to actually put thought into the first somewhat thought provoking level, so I called it a night.

I need to just go through my games folder alphabetically and play one game a day. I have so many freaking games I have never played. Way more than I have played actually. Yet I keep buying them. I am getting better about not buying bundles but there is still the occasional impulse purchase. Progress. Sort of.

March 9, 2013


A good chunk of my day was spent watching YouTube videos and messing around on the internet. I also managed to get in a bit of Battlefield 3. The new DLC is coming out this week and I wanted to see if I could remember the controls. I ran into hiccup when I had to type in the code to renew my Xbox Live membership. The code entering went fine but when I logged into Battlefield 3 it acted like I have never played the game before, popping up with all the DLC announcements and unlocks. Then when I jumped in a jet, the controls were all screwed up. I'm not good at killing in jets but I can fly one when the controls are right. But I forgot what my button layout was. It was something weird but I tried a few different combinations and nothing was feeling right. I'll have to mess around with it some more later. Tomorrow I kind of want to try Halo 4 again. I haven't played that game since the first week I think. If I remember right it came out a week before Black Ops 2 and after Black Ops 2 came out I kind of forgot all about Halo 4, even though I really liked it. We'll see if I get around to that.

At work tonight I finished watching Grosse Pointe Blank and it made me remember why I bought it in the first place. I was also really liking the soundtrack. Then I watched Rolling Kansas, which is also a really good movie. I was going to work on my blanket but I forgot the yarn I needed so I spent the rest of my night reading Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. I've passed the halfway point and have about two hundred pages left. I am liking it so far. It is kind of like Groundhog's Day but with a teenage girl who dies at the beginning of the book and then relives the day of her death over and over again. A fairly interesting premise and I have been pleasantly surprised at how the author has been able to tweak each day as it is relived. I like the book even though I am constantly reminded that the main character is kind of an awful person a lot of the time. I am interested to see if she will get to redeem herself.

Friday, March 8, 2013

March 8, 2013


 This week seemed to take forever but then it was Friday. Very strange.

There was only one state assessment this morning and we ended up with four tests that will have to be reset, but none of them in the lab because I am awesome. I grabbed the test tickets I needed early but the individual testers ended up with the wrong tickets. It didn't take long to sort it all out and when the principal is back on Monday she can get the tickets reset so they will be ready to go when those tests roll around.

Other than the one test I didn't really have a lot going on today outside of the usual classes coming to the lab. I went and installed Reading Counts on all of the second grade laptops. It's usually third grade that comes to the lab to take those tests but now the second graders won't have to worry about coming down. My second grade literacy group went relatively well. They acted like second graders but not second graders after a gallon of Red Bull, so that was good.

Tonight was the school talent show. It was pretty cool. There was some decent talent, also some not so decent talent, but overall it was pretty cute. It opened with one family of kids doing there version of Harlem Shake, which included their recently adopted Asian little sister who really got into it. There was a first grader who sang Grand Old Flag and she was waving a little flag but she was nervous and never raised the flag above her waist. There was a kindergartener, who is normally pretty reserved, set up behind half a drum set and she told jokes with her mom, doing the drum hit thing after each joke. That was pretty good. There was also a third grader who did the Gangnam Style parody, Minecraft Style, and he wore a box over him that was painted like a Minecraft character in a tuxedo. And there was an entire third grade class, including the teacher, that got up and did a Three Little Pigs rap.

It is an hour past my bedtime and I have been tired for the last two hours so I am going to go to bed. I'm not sure what I will do tomorrow before work but I hope it involves video games. It has been awhile.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

March 7, 2013


 Yesterday I was trying to explain parallel lines to a first grader that was completely lost to begin with. I tried everything I could think of, including a lot of line drawings. He didn't even get close to understanding it and ended up just getting more and more frustrated. I didn't have the time to sit down and work with him with twenty other kids in the lab and that made it frustrating for me as well.

I brought the trash bag of popcorn to school today and I was thankful about halfway there that it wasn't a completely full bag. I'm weak. My car didn't smell of popcorn when I got in it after school but the weather was nice so I drove home with the windows down. We'll see if everything still smells normal in the morning.

There were two state assessments today and they were boring as always. They were spaced out enough that I was able to do a few other things throughout the day but it didn't really make up for having to stand there and watch kids take a test for a couple hours. During one of the tests one of the first grade teachers came in with her mother's Kindle and asked me if I could figure out how to delete books off it. After the test I did a quick Google search because I couldn't find anything in the menus, and it ended up being really simple. Just a click to the left or right while on the book list screen.

On my way to clock back in after lunch I ran into one of the kindergarten teachers who was acting as the principal today and he asked me if I could help him carry some stuff. I clocked in and followed him outside. After being inside for so many hours it is incredibly bright outside. I'm already a computer aide and going out into the blinding sun just made me feel like a nerd crawling out of my cave. We passed by one of the paras and she made a comment about me being outside. I said something about not making it out much and mentioned my blindingly pale skin, pulling up my sleeve a little bit. I meant it as a joke but I am always surprised at how pale I am. The underside of my arm really is blinding if I stare at it while under the bright sun.

After school I returned a couple DVDs and then headed home. I took maybe a five minute nap but I forced myself to sit up because I didn't want to ruin my bedtime. The second half of my Chipotle burrito was just as good as the first. I ended up not going to see the new volunteer kid tonight because he has a Chemistry test tomorrow and wanted to spend the time studying for it. I can respect that and it saves me the gas.

It was my friend's birthday today so I used my now open night to make her birthday present. I have wanted to make one of those Scrabble tile artwork things for awhile so I used her birthday as the opportunity. I bought a game of Scrabble awhile ago and used the tiles to spell out her full name, glued it to a thick piece of paper, and framed it. It actually came out looking pretty good and I didn't glue my fingers together so I am going to say it was a success.

I kept with the crafty theme for the night and sketched out my official rough draft of a pineapple on the paper I plan on cutting into. I'm not looking forward to the actual cutting part because exacto knife cutting gets a bit hard on the hand and wrist after a very short time. But I am curious to see what it will look like and I am hoping that curiosity will be enough for me to actually start/finish it.

Now I am going to end this entry with the obligatory acknowledgment that I am tired and that it is past my bedtime and that I am going to go to sleep.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

March 6, 2013


 Another day, three more tests. Three more boring tests. We have only just begun and I already can't wait for it to be over. I feel so useless just standing there watching kids take their tests. I have nothing else to do but I feel like I should be doing anything else.

This morning we had the staff photo in the library. I am in the back row between the PE teacher and one of the paras or student interns (I'm not sure which). It took awhile for everyone to show up and for the photographer to get set up. On the home stretch one of the third grade teachers reminded everyone to “show the girls” and “push your sternum out”. Hilarious.

My last class of the day was fourth grade and they came in to take more tutorials for the state assessment. The teacher wanted them to do the one with audio because it reads all the on-screen instructions and you just click along but that one wasn't working for most people so they had to go with the non-audio version. This meant the kids actually had to read the instructions and that was pretty much a fail. A lot of kids were flying through just clicking on stuff and most of them were completely clueless as to what to do when they finished, even though the teacher told all of them multiple times. It almost felt like the whole class was trolling her. At one point she came back and asked me if I had ever thought about taking a pair of headphones from one of the computers and wrapping it around my neck. She was having a long day and after being with her class for half an hour I could relate.

After work I went and rented a bunch of DVDs for the first time in awhile and then I went and got Jimmy John's and Chipotle. The first half of my burrito was delicious and I am looking forward to the second half. I haven't gone back to verify this but it seems like Chipotle has been on a role lately.

Tonight I edited my court report and sent that to my supervisor and wrote my monthly report and sent that off. I'm really glad I wrote my court report last night because it was nice not really having to worry about that tonight. It was like those days in school when I would actually do my homework when I got it, not right before it was due. That was a rare occurrence but it was always nice when it happened and I could just relax while everyone else was stressing out.

I probably won't go to bed for a little bit but I am looking forward to it. It will come sooner rather than later.
 
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