Nothing really worth mentioning happened today. I wanted to do so many things but couldn't find the motivation to do anything. I played Black Ops 2 for a little bit today and spent most of my time trying to play with a sniper rifle. I still suck at it but every now and then I go on a streak and it is great. My best moment today was seeing a dude jump off a back porch on Nuketown 2025, trying to do a 360 trick shot with a sniper rifle and I shot him out of midair. It was pretty amazing.

I have been feeling pretty down lately, not helped by the fact that I just read a depressing book about suicide. I need to come up with a way out of this funk. It is tiring and I am tired of it. I'm going to try and wake up and exercise tomorrow morning. That may help. Maybe. The morning will tell. Other than that, I think I need to do a better job at focusing on my future. My present is less than ideal and has been for quite some time and my future is the way out. If I can ever make it there. Thankfully this week I should have plenty to do at work so that will keep my mind off things for bit. Although I should stop ignoring that kind of stuff and take action. Soon?